Do you honestly think I know what to do?
Do you think I don't have the same weaknesses and insecurities as you?
Do you think I'm any less scared to put myself on the line?
Do you think I'm this really cool kid who just doesn't fit in your clique?

I'm just as lost as you
Weaker, less confident, more scared.
I'm an actor, I try to hide it.
But obviously I don't know everything
I mean jesus you think I would've done that if I knew what would happen?

I'm the type of person who cuts my losses and moves on
I can tell that you're similar, just not quite the same.
I know I fucked up
It was stupid, I don't know what I was thinking
But god
That was harsh.

That was really harsh.

I don't even know what to say.
Obviously, I guess
I'm just more willing to break past the walls my past has erected
I try and I try to learn more and more every day
I know I don't know it all
And I know I'm not what I want to be
But I'm working on it

I...


"I had a nice night."

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